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Jan. 8 victims confront Loughner as he's sentenced to life without parole

'You tried to create for all of us a world as dark and evil as your own. But know this, and remember it always: you failed'

  • U.S. Rep. Ron Barber speaks to reporters after the sentencing.
    Will Seberger/TucsonSentinel.comU.S. Rep. Ron Barber speaks to reporters after the sentencing.
  • Shooting survivor Bill Badger speaks to reporters after the sentencing.
    Will Seberger/TucsonSentinel.comShooting survivor Bill Badger speaks to reporters after the sentencing.
  • Gabrielle Giffords and Mark Kelly watch Space Shuttle Endeavour fly over Tucson from atop the UA Cherry Street parking garage in September.
    P.K. Weis/Southwest Photo BankGabrielle Giffords and Mark Kelly watch Space Shuttle Endeavour fly over Tucson from atop the UA Cherry Street parking garage in September.
  • Loughner after his arrest on Jan. 8, 2011.
    PCSDLoughner after his arrest on Jan. 8, 2011.

Jared Loughner, the gunman who pleaded guilty to the Jan. 8, 2011 shootings, will spend the rest of his life behind bars.

Several victims said at his sentencing hearing Thursday morning that he should spend his time remembering his crimes. Among those who spoke was Mark Kelly, who stood with his wife, Gabrielle Giffords, in the center of the courtroom as he addressed Loughner.

"Mr. Loughner, for the first and last time, you’re going to hear directly from Gabby and me about what you took away on Jan. 8, 2011, and what you did not. So pay attention," Kelly said, facing the gunman.

"That bright and chilly Saturday morning, you killed six innocent people. Daughters and sons. Mothers and fathers. Grandparents and friends. They were devoted to their families, their communities, their places of worship."

"Gabby would trade her own life to bring back any one of those you killed on that day," he said.

"Though you are mentally ill, you are responsible for the death and hurt you inflicted on all of us. You have decades upon decades to contemplate what you did," he said.

"After today, after this moment, here and now, Gabby and I are done thinking about you," Kelly ended.

At the hearing, ten victims of the shooting rampage addressed the court. Some spoke directly to Loughner, who killed six people and wounded 13 others in an attempt to assassinate then-U.S. Rep. Giffords.

'You tried to create for all of us a world as dark and evil as your own. But know this, and remember it always: you failed.'

"You tried and failed to murder her," a visibly angry Kelly told Loughner. Giffords, standing at his side, kept her eyes fixed on the gunman. She had not seen him since he shot her through the head nearly two years ago.

"You sought to extinguish the beauty of life, to diminish potential, to strain love, to cancel ideas. You tried to create for all of us a world as dark and evil as your own. But know this, and remember it always: you failed," Kelly said.

Loughner was sentenced to seven consecutive life terms, plus 140 years in prison. Pima County Attorney Barbara LaWall announced after the hearing that she will not bring local charges against Loughner, at the request of the victims and their families.

The "astronomical" federal punishment is symbolic of the many victims of the shootings, U.S. District Judge Larry Burns said as he imposed the sentence.

"The consecutive sentence nature of the life sentences I think reflect the individuality of the victims," Burns said. "Each of those victims was important."

"The appropriate measure for justice is that he spend the rest of his life in custody."

Burns said that the sentencing changes little for the victims and their families.

"I don't have any illusions about closure here," he said from the bench. The victims "are not going to have closure.... (which is) a 25-cent word we use to make everybody feel good."

"What you get today is resolution," Burns told the victims before he imposed the sentence. "A resolution that I hope will lead all of you to at some point to at least find some peace in your lives."

Victims speak

While Loughner's sentence was a foregone conclusion—he pleaded guilty in August as part of a plea bargain that avoided a possible death penalty—the two-hour hearing gave survivors and their families a chance to speak.

"Every day he awakes from his sleep, I need him to know where he is and why he's there," Patricia Maisch told the court.

"I'm satisfied with the sentence that this young man never is let loose in the public again," she said.

Giffords, who along with Kelly had not attended any previous hearings in the case, sat up in her seat in the middle of the gallery, listening intently with her eyes scanning the room.

She did not address the court during the hearing.

Giffords wore an arm brace and walked slowly.

"Gabby struggles to walk. Her right arm is paralyzed. She is partially blind. Gabby works harder in one minute of an hour - fighting to make each individual moment count for something - than most of us work in an entire day," Kelly said.

"Her gift of language can now only be seen in Internet videos from a more innocent time," Kelly said, joking that she would have been nicknamed Gabby regardless of her given name. "Now she struggles to deliver each and every sentence."

"Mr. Loughner, you may have put a bullet through her head, but you haven't put a dent in her spirit and her commitment to make the world a better place," he said.

The gunman sat quietly, turning his head slightly to watch each person who spoke—the judge, the prosecutors, the victims. He did not turn to acknowledge the courtroom packed with about 200 victims, family members, attorneys and his parents. His mother, Amy, cried throughout the hearing as she sat in gallery behind the defense table with his father, Randy.

Much of the time Loughner sat with his arms crossed, slouched in his chair. At times he sighed deeply. Lead defense attorney Judy Clarke occasionally reached to pat him on the arm in a reassuring fashion.

Wearing a dark brown shirt, dark tie with thin gold stripes and khaki pants, he spoke but once during the sentencing, acknowledging that he did not want to address the court. "That's true," he told the judge in a toneless voice.

Those who spoke relayed their experiences of the shooting and their attempts to heal. Many talked about the emotional scars left on those whose names don't appear on the list of victims Loughner was charged with harming.

Mary Reed was shot on Jan. 8 as she stood with her children to meet Giffords at the Congress On Your Corner event.

"That day, Mr. Loughner not only shot me, he put an end to my children’s childhood," she told the court.

Reed was shot in the back as she shielded her daughter, then 17 years old, from the bullets. Her 14-year-old son was also there.

"No child should have the images, the sounds, the smells of that day, etched into their memory," she said.

"Childhood memories should be of the best of days," she said, "not of bloody bodies, dying people, and bullets everywhere."

"Mr. Loughner introduced my children to something sinister and evil," Reed said. "For that there is no form of justice, we can only endure."

"It seems fitting for him to spend his life reflecting on his actions," she said. "I'm heart-broken for his parents... I pray for him, and I hope he thinks of me daily."

Several of the victims called for increased attention to mental health, and for more extensive gun control — an issue taken up by the judge, who said the sort of high-capacity magazine used by Loughner was outlawed before the assault-weapons ban expired in 2004.

"I don't understand the social utility of allowing the public to have magazines with 30 bullets," Burns said. "It doesn't make any sense to me at all."

"Our mental health system failed us," said Maisch, who wrestled away Loughner's ammunition clip when he attempted to reload. "It failed our community and our nation."

"I do not expect to get closure in this proceeding," she said, calling it a "hollow word.'

The sentence is "the best measure of justice available," she said.

Maisch and others, expressing a concern echoed by the judge, said that Loughner should receive mental health treatment so he continues to recall his crimes.

"Every time he wakes from his sleep, I need him to know where he is and why he's there. I need him to remember every day what he did," she said.

Kelly also injected a note of political criticism into the proceedings, calling out in particular Gov. Jan Brewer for dismissing concerns about high-capacity ammunition clips a week after the shootings.

"This horrific act warns us to hold our leaders and ourselves responsible for coming up short," he said. "We are a people who can watch a young man like you spiral into a murderous rampage without doing something about it."

"We have a political class that is afraid to do something as simple as have a meaningful debate about our gun laws and how they are being enforced," Kelly said.

"We have representatives who look at gun violence not as a problem to solve, but as the white elephant in the room to ignore. As a nation we have repeatedly passed up the opportunity to address this issue. After Columbine, after Virginia Tech, after Tucson and after Aurora, we have done nothing," he said.

As Giffords and Kelly returned to their seats in the courtroom gallery, defense attorney Clarke squeezed Loughner's arm, whispering to him. He nodded and looked straight ahead.

Although the former congresswoman and her husband were the last to stand to confront Loughner, those who spoke before did so with equal passion and dignity.

Mavenell Stoddard lost her 76-year-old husband in the shooting rampage.

"Jared, you took my precious husband Dorwin Stoddard. You ruined by life," she told the gunman, moving many in the courtroom to tears.

'I am so lonesome, I hate living without him. No one to hold me, no one to love me, no one to talk to anymore'

"When you shot him, he was saving my life," she said. "I felt his body give when you shot him in the left temple."

"I was holding him as he died," she told Loughner.

"I was screaming, 'Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, help this man."

"I believe that he heard me say, 'I love you and I am not hurt.'" Then I started to pass out, as you had shot me three times," she told Loughner.

"I could never have left him on that cold concrete. Do you know how that haunts me?"

"I am so lonesome, I hate living without him. No one to hold me, no one to love me, no one to talk to anymore," she said.

"You did this because you wanted to. I hope you always have to think about it, every waking moment," Stoddard said.

"I forgive you," she told Loughner. "I do not hate you; I hate the act you performed."

"It took me a while to say before my Lord, and I pray every day," she said.

"I want to be assured that you will be given your medication," she told the gunman.

"Try to find Jesus," she said. "He loves you and will forgive you, in a way that I can't."

"We will never let you win," Stoddard said. "You will not take our spirit, you will not take our ability to love. We will never forget what you have taken; we made good come out of your bad," she said.

Former Giffords aide Pam Simon was shot in the attack.

"I came to the courtroom today seeking peace," she said.

"Jared, I know you did not choose this illness that led to this horrific tragedy," she said.

"When you were a student at Tortolita Middle School, and I was a teacher there, you were a regular student who liked music," Simon said.

"You remind us of the failure of our society to provide adequate mental health care."

Rather than recognize the signs of mental illness, "we just choose to look away," she said.

"A chapter will close, but a book will remain open for those affected, who carry the weight of this heartbreak," she said.

"I will never forget the horror of that day," Simon said, "the loss and wounding of all those good people."

"Adding anger to the burden will do no good. I will find peace and closure in meaningful, positive action, in compassion and forgiveness," Simon said.

Ron Barber, a congressional staffer who was elected to fill Giffords' seat when she resigned, echoed the call for awareness of mental illness.

"Your behaviors preceding the shooting should have alerted others that you needed treatment," he told Loughner.

"I'm grateful we will be spared the ordeal of a lengthy legal process followed by unending appeals," Barber said.

"Mr. and Mrs. Loughner, please know that I and my family hold no animosity toward you," he told the gunman's parents. "I appreciate how devastating the acts of your son must be to you."

Barber addressed the man who shot and almost killed him:

"I am very angry and sick at heart about what you have done, and the hurt you have caused to all of us," Barber said.

"You must live with this burden, and never again see the outside of a prison."

"May these long years of incarceration that you face give you time to think long and hard about what you have done, and to seek forgiveness from those into whose lives you have brought so many tears and so much sadness," Barber said.

'I will walk out of this courtroom and into the rest of my life and I will not think of you again'

Susan Hileman, who brought 9-year-old Christina-Taylor Green to meet her congresswoman, spoke forcefully to Loughner, who killed the little girl and shot Hileman as they waited in line to speak with Giffords.

"I don't want to be standing here; I don't want to be here at all," she said.

Citizens brought their family members to meet with Giffords, she told Loughner. "You brought a gun."

"You pointed a weapon and shot me, three times. You turned a civics lesson into a nightmare," she said.

Someone should have seen that Loughner needed help with his mental illness, she said.

"There was an appalling lack of attention to your behavior," Hileman said. "Your parents, your schools all failed you."

Shaken, a weeping Hileman told Loughner, "I will walk out of this courtroom and into the rest of my life and I will not think of you again."

No death penalty, no Pima prosecution

The decision by federal authorities to accept a plea agreement and not push for a trial with a potential death penalty was influenced by the wishes of the victims and their families, said Assistant U.S. Attorney Wallace Kleindienst.

"You have been given a gift, whether you know it or not. You could have been facing a prosecution that would mean your death," said Kleindienst, addressing Loughner at the hearing.

"As you know, almost all the victims you shot, and the family members of those you killed, came to us and said the death penalty is not something they wanted us to seek in this case, because they recognized you were a man with a mental illness that although it didn’t justify what you did, it explained what you did."

That had a great bearing on the Attorney General’s decision not to seek the death penalty in this case," Kleindienst said.

At a crowded press conference after the hearing, Pima County Attorney Barbara LaWall told reporters that she decided against charging Loughner at the request of the victims and their families.

LaWall said the federal prosecutors' "innovative" charges "offered a measure of justice for each and every one of the victims."

Despite her personal connections to the case—Judge John Roll was her first supervisor in the County Attorney's Office; she double-dated with Ron Barber; and Gabriel Zimmerman's father Ross once worked in IT for the county, she said—LaWall said she listened to the victims when deciding if local charges should be brought.

She read briefly from a letter sent to her by the shooting victims and their families:

"Please allow this to end here," they wrote.

In a press release, LaWall explained her decision:

Surviving victims and family members told LaWall that they are "completely satisfied with the federal prosecution," that "justice has been served," the sentence is "suitably severe," they "don't know how much more we could take," they would be "relieved not to testify," and any further action by the County Attorney's Office would be a "colossal waste of taxpayer's dollars."

In addition, LaWall noted that pursuing a State prosecution would be extraordinarily expensive, and might not be able to be completed given ongoing concerns and issues regarding Loughner's mental state and his competency to stand trial.

LaWall told reporters that the families said they did not want a trial to keep the wounds of Jan. 8 fresh. Rather, they told her they wanted to "no longer have to have Jared Loughner in our thoughts."

As a dozen camera crews and about 50 other journalists packed up their gear after the press conference, the press spotlight on the Jan. 8 shootings came to an end. While the media circus has ended, life for the survivors and the families of the victims goes on — as it does for Jared Loughner, who was ordered back to prison, there to spend the rest of his days.

The victims

Six were killed and 13 others wounded in the Jan. 8, 2011 shooting (with ages at the time of the incident):

Dead

  • Christina-Taylor Green, 9
  • Dorothy Morris, 76
  • John Roll, 63
  • Dorwin Stoddard, 76
  • Phyllis Scheck, 79
  • Gabe Zimmerman, 30

Wounded

  • Bill Badger, 74
  • Ron Barber, 65
  • Kenneth Dorushka, 63
  • James Fuller, 63
  • Randy Gardner, 60
  • Gabrielle Giffords, 40
  • Susan Hileman, 58
  • George Morris, 76
  • Mary Reed, 52
  • Pamela Simon, 63
  • Mavanell Stoddard, 75
  • James Tucker, 58
  • Kenneth Veeder, 75

Kelly & Giffords' statement

The statement read by Mark Kelly while his wife, Gabrielle Giffords, stood at his side during the sentencing of Jared Loughner (as provided via email):

Mr. Loughner, for the first and last time, you are going to hear directly from Gabby and me about what you took away on January 8th, 2011 and, just as important, what you did not. So pay attention.

That bright and chilly Saturday morning, you killed six innocent people. Daughters and sons. Mothers and fathers. Grandparents and friends. They were devoted to their families, their communities, their places of worship.

Gabby would trade her own life to bring back any one of those you savagely murdered on that day. Especially young Christina-Taylor Green, whose high-minded ideas about service and democracy deserved a full life committed to advancing them. Especially 30-year old Gabe Zimmerman, whom Gabby knew well and cherished, and whose love for his family and his fiancee and service to his country were as deep as his loss is tragic. Especially Judge John Roll whom Gabby was honored to call a colleague and friend and from whose interminable dedication to our community and country she gained enormous inspiration. Gabby would give anything to take away the grief you visited upon the Morrises, the Schnecks, and the Stoddards – anything to heal the bodies and psyches of your other victims.

And then there is what you took from Gabby. Her life has been forever changed. Plans she had for our family and her career have been immeasurably altered. Every day is a continuous struggle to do those things she was once so very good at. Gabby is a people person: she exudes kindness, creativity, and compassion. If she were not born with the name – “Gabby” – someone would have given it to her. Now she struggles to deliver each and every sentence. Her gift for language can now only be seen in Internet videos from a more innocent time.

Gabby was an outdoor enthusiast. She was often seen rollerblading with her friend Raoul in Reed Park, hiking in Sabino Canyon, or careening down Rillito Wash Trail on her bike, as she was the night before you tried and failed to murder her. She hasn't been to any of those places since, and I don't know when she’ll return.

There’s more. Gabby struggles to walk. Her right arm is paralyzed. She is partially blind. Gabby works harder in one minute of an hour – fighting to make each individual moment count for something – than most of us work in an entire day.

Mr. Loughner, by making death and producing tragedy, you sought to extinguish the beauty of life. To diminish potential. To strain love. And to cancel ideas. You tried to create for all of us a world as dark
 and evil as your own.

 But know this, and remember it always: You failed.

Your decision to commit cold-blooded mass murder also begs of us to look in the mirror. This horrific act warns us to hold our leaders and ourselves responsible for coming up short when we do, for not having the courage to act when it’s hard, even for possessing the wrong values.

We are a people who can watch a young man like you spiral into murderous rampage without choosing to intervene before it is too late.

We have a political class that is afraid to do something as simple as have a meaningful debate about our gun laws and how they are being enforced. We have representatives who look at gun violence,
 not as a problem to solve, but as the white elephant in the room to ignore. As a nation we have repeatedly passed up the opportunity to address this issue. After Columbine; after Virginia Tech; after Tucson and after Aurora we have done nothing.

In this state we have elected officials so feckless in their leadership that they would say, as in the case of Governor Jan Brewer, “I don't think it has anything to do with the size of the magazine or the caliber of the gun.” She went on and said, “Even if the shooter's weapon had held fewer bullets, he'd have another gun, maybe. He could have three guns in his pocket” – she said this just one week after a high capacity magazine allowed you to kill six and wound 19 others, before being wrestled to the ground while attempting to reload. Or a state legislature that thought it appropriate to busy itself naming an official Arizona state gun just weeks after this tragedy occurred, instead of doing the work it was elected to do: encourage economic growth, help our returning veterans and fix our education system.

The challenges we face are so great, but the leadership in place is so often lacking. In so many moments, I find myself thinking, “We need Gabby.” In letter after letter, I’ve seen that others agree. As Americans mourned the six who died, they also mourned the loss of a representative who embodied the service they realized they should expect from those they elect, the type of person our county desperately needs to provide leadership and solve problems. Gabby was a courageous member of congress. Willing to stand up to the establishment when the establishment was wrong. She was thirsty for partnership across the aisle and was an unrelenting champion for her 600,000 constituents. One of which was you.

There’s something else Gabby and I have been spending a lot of time thinking about. The way we conduct politics must change. Sure it’s easier to win a debate if you can turn your opponent into a demon, but that’s not how we move forward. Not only does slash and burn politics make Americans cynical about their leaders, but it leads to bad ideas. It creates problems instead of solving the ones we have now.

Even amid all that was lost, Gabby and I give thanks for her life, her spirit, and her intellect, which are a continued force in this world despite what you’ve done. We exalt in sharing our lives with each other and with our family and friends.

As a city, Tucson has grown stronger. We love this community, and we love our neighbors. We are resilient, and the dynamism and compassion of our fellow Tucsonans will continue to push this city forward.

And there is what persists in Gabby: her love for this city, this state and this country. Her commitment to lifting us all up, and her ability to lead. Mr. Loughner, you may have put a bullet through her head, but you haven’t put a dent in her spirit and her commitment to make the world a better place.



Mr. Loughner, pay close attention to this: Though you are mentally ill, you are responsible for the death and hurt you inflicted upon all of us on January 8th of last year. You know this. Gabby and I know this.

 Everyone in this courtroom knows this.

You have decades upon decades to contemplate what you did. But after today. After this moment. Here and now. Gabby and I are done thinking about you.

Barber's statement

Ron Barber's statement to the court, and Jared Loughner (as provided via email):

Thank you, Judge Burns for this opportunity to address the court and the defendant.

Standing beside me is my wife of 45 years, Nancy Barber and our two daughters, Jenny Douglas and Crissi Blake.

Your honor, I would like to request your permission to address the defendant.

Mr. Loughner, this is only the third time I have seen you.

The last time was at the hearing in this courthouse, when you pled guilty to the charges that bring you to this sentencing hearing today.

The first was on that fateful morning of January 8, 2011.

On that day, your violent actions took the lives of six wonderful people and wounded 13 more.

That was a day that shocked our community and broke our hearts and we struggled to make sense of it.

But there is no way to make sense of those senseless acts.

I, and many others, have physical and mental wounds that will be with us for the rest of our lives.

My family suffered greatly and our lives are forever changed.

Six families lost loved ones and their hearts will ache for as long as they live.

I will never forget seeing one of my dearest colleagues die at my side – a young man I worked closely with every day for more than five years.
He was my go-to guy and a human being with so much compassion and a great commitment to service.

Gabe Zimmerman was the first person we hired to work in Congresswoman Giffords' office and he was beloved by constituents and staff alike.

Gabe was a social worker whose brief life was dedicated to helping others.

His career was just getting underway and he was soon to be married. His fiancé, Kelly, mourns his death and the lost promises of their life together

That wonderful life was cut short by your actions Mr. Loughner.

Congresswoman Gabrielle Giffords apparently was your initial target and we are all thankful that she survived your attempt to take her life.

While her work as member of Congress was disrupted, you did not take away her determination and compassion – nor her desire to serve.

Her recovery has been an inspiration to the entire country.

You did not diminish her one bit. In fact, the whole world now knows the full measure of this great leader and the civility she has brought to our political process.

The tragedy your brutal violence inflicted was not – and will not – be the event that defines who we are individually or as a community.

This tragedy has shown us so much about what it means to help each other.

Each of us has focused on what we can do to improve our community as a result of that horrific experience.

That is what I want to talk about this morning.

We saw the courage of strangers who came to our aid and the skills of doctors who saved lives.

We saw first responders move in quickly and with professional calm, treat the wounded at the scene

We saw our community spontaneously build memorials to those we lost and those who were wounded.

We saw great kindness, compassion and caring as we all began our healing.

Since the tragedy, I have been reflecting on and speaking about what we can do to prevent another such violent episode.

We must renew our efforts to increase community awareness and knowledge of the symptoms, prevention and treatment of mental illness.

We know for a fact that 90 percent of people with a mental illness never commit a violent act.

In your case, Mr. Loughner, I believe that your behaviors preceding the shooting should have alerted others that you needed mental health treatment.

Had this happened, the violent acts you committed might never have taken place.

Now you must pay the price for the terror, injuries and deaths you caused.

I am in full agreement with the plea bargain that resulted in you pleading guilty to the charges and that you will spend the rest of your life away from society.

I want to thank the attorneys in this case – all of them on both sides who worked together to reach an agreement that is best for all concerned.

I am grateful that all of us will be spared the painful ordeal of a lengthy legal process followed by unending appeals.

I also want to express my appreciation to the Victim Witness staff with the U.S. Attorney's Office and the Victim Services staff of the Pima County Attorney's Office.

They have been a lifeline for all of us and their support has been invaluable throughout this legal process and our recovery.

In closing I want to address your parents, Mr. Loughner.

Mr. and Mrs. Loughner, please know that I hold no animosity toward you and that I can appreciate how devastating the acts of your son must be to you.

Finally, to you, Mr. Loughner.

I hold no hatred for you but I am very angry and sick at heart about what you have done and the hurt you have caused to all of us.

You now must live with this burden and never again see the outside of a prison.

May these long years of incarceration give you time to think about what you have done and to seek forgiveness from those into whose lives you have brought so many tears and so much sadness.

Thank you your honor.

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